January 2010
15 posts
ugh
today has been disappointing. my horoscope was spot on though. i’m not very happy right now :/
the thing is...
six months ago i was pretending to be happy. i know now that deep down i was hurting. everyone wants to feel wanted but at what price? my heart is in a better place now, a much better place, and all i want is to share that with someone. i feel like moving back to Chicago sometimes, but i know that won’t solve anything. i’ve burned far too many bridges in my life, it’s time to...
date date date
so, i went on my “date” last night. it was pretty awesome. we met up at the mondrian and listened to his friend’s band play really good electronic music. i danced a little and we talked and at the end of the night he walked me to my car (like a gentleman should) and he gave me a hug. i’m pretty excited about this one and i hope he calls me back, or texts whatever.
wish me...
“I think I’m beautiful and I’m willing to wait for someone who agrees.”
– (via alwaysmemberneverforget) (via nicolebertagna) (via nadinenocero)
Back to work
So, things haven’t been great but I know they’re looking up. I’m just trying to stay positive about everything right now so I don’t have a mental breakdown. I really need to follow more people on here, I just don’t know who else has a tumblr. Oh well, I really like this site, it’s much easier to update than my wordpress. I don’t usually have much to say so...
So I have to go to driving school
This saturday at 7 a.m. I’m not looking forward to it at all. In fact, i’m dreading it simply because I have to work a double directly afterwards. Ugh, I better make some money. Anyway, I had a huge revelation this weekend. I need to be okay with being alone, it’s just really hard. It’s going to take some time but I know I can do it.
In other news, I have a date coming up...
